So the past 10 days have been hard, the hardest in a long time.
As most of you know I have very limited people whom I call family, and 3 of those people basically can’t be bothered to come to the wedding.
Which, well you know what, it sucks. Tom and I had talked prior and offered to help them with the flights if they needed it, but they couldn’t even be bothered. I got short excuses only after I asked, repeatedly if they were able to attend.
Now, why am I telling you this?
Ahhhhh because there is a moral to this story!
( isn’t there always)
I was quite sad for about a day, then decided it was indeed a blessing.
After all, if someone “can’t be bothered” to attend the most special day in my grown up life, then I shouldn’t want them there.
Upon further reflection I realized my mentality of “ I would never miss their most special day if I was able to attend”, isn’t fair to put on others. We just have to let others be who they are, and we can adjust our own actions accordingly. For 2 of these folks I have gone out of my way my entire life, and while I love them … that reflects upon my feelings for them and not code versa. And that’s ok!
Also I decided to be more thankful to those who are making the effort to attend.
There’s another piece of family drama, but I type this next to the most handsome man who happens to be asleep, so I’ll save that for another time.
I sincerely appreciate you being here with me, and for me! Sending you so much love!
I’ll see you tomorrow;)
Xoxo
Jessica
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I’m sorry
I’m trying to get back to normalcy and whatever that entails.
For now the focus is getting sleep every night, it does not have to be great, but I have to try.
Today is a hard day - the very real effects of an affair means I am at risk and need to be tested.
I’ll get through this, it’s just hard
Thank you for your patience and understanding.
Jessica